hiya. just got back from my first ever dodger game. it was alright. i don't think i'll spend another twenty to go again though. i was half paying attention/half reading but baseball IS slow so why not multi-task... the dodger dog was okay. not too yummy. i have a bit of a tummy ache actually. hm, i think the highlight was the random fight in the parking lot. that was entertaining. hah hah.
as for the spending money on frivolous items discussion... i do it all the time. not a good thing but i don't think it's completely a bad thing either. because it gives me some enjoyment albeit temporarily. and sometimes money doesn't do any good just sitting around collecting dust.
i went to a wherehouse sale today. it was so l.a. new wave, you missed out. not only were trucker hats majorly discounted, you could overhear conversations of people talking about their PR person, agent, or latest audition. go l.a.!

stupid blogger...i just wrote this blog and it got deleted, i'll try again....

let me start off my saying that i agree with mac, that hedwig's analogy was the best and really broke down the discussion to its basic terms so that everyone could understand it.

next item: mac i don't think you should buy frivolous things like toys, Think about it you are 24 now, here's an example:, lets say you buy ummm i don't know action figures, and you keep buying them and it becomes like an addiction and you have to find that certain one....and oh wait....hmm let me rethink this, yes its okay to buy those kinda things everyonce in a while, it gives you something to do and it makes you happy, we all do it in some way, whether it be toys, cds, video games, etc we all buy things that we probably don't need, but we happen to want.

E2E my home away from home for a year......the porno pooh pics were the best, who eventually won the song game by the way? i can't believe you kept those papers....haha....i also you remember hearing this line a lot "I don't think i'm gonna go to poli sci, i think i'll go back to sleep" hahaha......keep hoping for that 5 dollar bill it will come to you....and if you stomach is still hurting i can walk back to my dorm to get that sandwhich still, unless my roommate ate it, man he was annoying.

Just moved into my new office, its much bigger, and i'm sure i'll make it look messy in a few days, just like my room at home which is getting so bad that it scares even me...haha....okay have a nice weekend all

haha...i was going through my memory stuff in my room...just cleaning stuff out and i found a bunch of stuff from freshman year college...E2E! anyway i found the song game we used to play. it was new wave vs. me vs. darth...and it was like 4 pages long...pretty funny stuff. remember when we used to take new waves winnie the pooh day-by-day calendar, cut out the characters and put them in sexual positions haha. oh yeah and mine and new wave's stuffed toys will never be the same again. fun shit. alright...just reminiscing. :D hasta

oh yeah...darth my stomach hurts do you have a sandwich in the refrigerator?? and where's my 5 dollar bill?
listening to: r. kelly/jay-z---dunno the name...i'm thinking it's called "freak your body"??

ty ty. :P

i think spending money on frivolous things once in a while is a good and healthy thing....esp if you're not feeling that great emotionally, spiritually, or whatever. shopping is great medicine. i was never that kind of person but for some reason...this last year i became one. go figure. ok...back to cleaning out my room...fun fun summer i'm havin over here.

listening to: john mayer-your body is a wonderland (live at the grammy's)

Hedwig that is the best analogy I have ever heard. Haha. Kudos to you.

Darth I agree that thinking too much about one subject for long periods of time is a downer. You sometimes just become all wrapped up in a single thought and it just bugs you for some time until it is out of your system. To answer your question though, yes I have had situations like you have mentioned and simply put it sucks. It sucks because you are not supposed to know. It sucks because you are not supposed to say anything. Honestly though, if you overheard it, it's a done deal. If it wasn't meant to be overheard somehow, then the persons responsible for keeping it hush, hush, are the ones that should deal with the consequences, not you. So why not just relieve yourself of the anguish and do whatever is necessary to help you find your happy place. Like Happy Gilmore, when he would see his grandma, Tubbs, and the midget.

I have a question myself to ask. Do you think it's okay to every once in a while just spend your money on frivolous things, you know like things you really don't need, but you want, just so you can have it? I guess a good example of frivolous would be like, my abundant collection of random toys and other collectibles. Just curious as to see what you all think. I'm just asking because i'm looking to purchase some items, that are quite pricey, but unnecessary, and it wouldn't really hurt me if I did not have them.

Yes, I think girls basically want a nice guy who can be aggressive and will stand up for himself. (This has nothing to do with my benefit. I don't need a guy to defend my honor. I was just using that example for sake of argument.) I don't want an asshole cocky obnoxious boyfriend who has complete disregard for other's opinions and feelings. Does that make sense?

I'm more or less referring to one of the lame guys that New Wave mentioned in her blog. It's good to be opinionated and have a mind of your own, but I still think you should respect other's opinions at the same time. You shouldn't try and make people feel all stupid if they watch 24. OR you shouldn't make people feel like they have bad taste in music for liking Beulah (* ahem New Wave). Not like I rag on the Cure all the time or anything!

i get what dorkus is saying...you want someone who is genuinely nice...deep down a good guy....but when the time calls, you want him to have the ability to be aggressive. you don't want some completely passive guy. i had it articulately put in my mind when i started this blog but my mind got sidetracked by...well nothing. i had a brainfart. :P it's kind of like for guys....you don't want to marry a whore...you want to marry a nice respectable girl who is a good wife, etc etc.....but behind closed doors you want your wife to be a whore. haha. you get it now?? :D

I'M HOME!

listening to: john mayer-covered in the rain(live)

dorkus i'm a little confused, your statement in a way seems to contradict itself, i guess I can understand what you are saying but at the same time, your second paragraph seems to retract from what you had said in the first. So you don't want so you don't want a cocky, obnoxious person unless it can benefit you in some way? so what would make that different from if they were like that all the time? Do you just not want them to act that way to you, but then still be able to show off how manly they are too everyone else out there? just curious....moving on....have you ever had something on your mind that bugs you a lot, but at the same time you probably aren't supposed to know, like you overheard something? Man I hate that, cause you aren't sure, but at the same time you can't ask anyone, cause you are supposed to be in the dark on the issue. So annoying, it makes your mind think, and thinking is never good, hence I try to prevent it with major doses of alcohol........with ty the other one and your old asian lady parking attendant mac....haha....i think they all miss you.

Bravo! I am glad someone has called attention to this mind boggling phenomenon. Why are girls interested in such assholes? I honestly don't get it. Maybe it comes from low self-esteem. I would never for a minute even consider someone who is so self righteous, so cocky, and so obnoxious like that. New Wave, you're right. We ARE better than that. We don't need super jerk boyfriends who belittle our thoughts and opinions.

However, I will say this, I think that most girls (including me) are interested in guys with Asshole Potential. That is, girls are interested in guys who could have the potential to be an asshole when needed (let's just say he's defending your honor or something); who wants to date a Too Nice Guy with No Balls? I don't. Nice guys are great, but there is a thing as being too nice.

thought of the day: alpha males suck. what is an alpha male you ask. any guy who thinks they are the shit, in a frat, obnoxious, rude, thinks they are so funny when they are not and the list goes on. basically an asshole 24 hours 7 days a week. wait but how is this different from any normal male you ask ... well honestly i guess there is no real difference ha ha ... no no there are differences but i'm too lazy to get into them now. and why am i bringing this up ... two reasons mainly 1. i found out my friend is semi/casually dating this guy who i found so obnoixous and rude i wanted to kick him in the face so bad. he would ask what shows or music i like and then completely mock and laugh at all my answers 2. there is this guy who all the girls seems to find SO FU**ING FUNNY when it is quite clear he is not but yet he is the funniest and most smart mouth guy they know ... i guess to them he is a laugh riot.

what really gets under me is how these girls are attracted to males like this. the sad part is it is so common ... this attraction to guys who are total assholes. i'm seriously mind blogged by that. so i say to any girls who are ... YOU ARE BETTER THAN THAT AND YOU DESERVE SOMETHING MUCH MUCH MORE SUPERIOR.

on the beat box: 92.3 fm whatever is on the radio

this past weekend was sweet. first off, I didn't have to drive up to L.A. cause darth came down. we drank quite a bit down at the gaslamp and since i was buzzed, just a tad, when we left to go watch the matrix, we started walking off in the wrong direction. haha. fortunately, darth figured it out. so we bumped into hare krishnas instead. the following day we went to go eat at Seau's, where we tried Mama Seau's Special Teriyaki Sauce, you would think Mama Seau would be his mom's teriyaki sauce, but nope, it's one of Brad's friends aunt's special blend that he uses. you can't fool me Junior Seau!

after this went to the Padres game, where some old asian parking lady laughed at me. as i was approaching her to purchase a parking permit, i asked if the game was sold out, and she smirked and laughed at me. it's an honest question! right? haha. then we actually reached the stadium and game. we bought the cheap seats, but were upgraded by the Pad Squad about 25 rows from first base, i guess that was kind of cool since the game was high scoring and entertaining, also helped that these two people we were sitting next to, julie and her platonic guy friend, were making fun of each other the entire time and arguing about random things, but they were cool. darth and i even taught her to eat sunflower seeds, which was interesting all in itself. back to the Pad Squad, it is pronounced Pahd Squad, not the way it is spelled, just to let you people know, k? so good times were had. and i think i gained about 10 pounds too. oh and darth last i heard ty, the other one, are hanging out with the asian parking lady.

hey all...so this is my last blog for a couple days...i know you are all hanging at the edge of your seats to see what is going on in the great and exciting life of christina...but unfortunately nothing...just me moving 3000 miles back home, being confused about ppl and same ol shit different day.

song o' dee day Dave Matthews Band: Say Goodbye

i'm getting sad sad bout going going back back to cali cali. mostly just leaving friends. i just wish i could take them all with me in a lil snow globe for me to access whenever i want. but i guess i have that in the internet. but it's not the same. i want the real thing. the real ppl who i hang out w/ every day, week, month whatever. :( yeah yeah i know, blah it's a new year, you will meet new ppl and will have new experiences and a great summer..but what about noow. whatever...i'm getting all choked up. My last full day here in philly. i'm gonna miss sooo many things and ppl.
listnening to: some evanescence song on the CD their CD that wylie burned for me.

just got back from Vegas...again...man it was pretty kool...Brad...Riverside was not as hot as it was in VEGAS man...especially when you are loading up a big ass truck and its only 105!...but anyways..met this hot ass 30 some yr old chick..dood she was HOTTTTTTT way hotter than K.D.LANG.Anyways..john is sleeping like right next to me so i should go play with him errr i mean go to bed.

WARNING: obsessive cure fan talk .....

i got my the cure trilogy dvd today ... AHHHHHHHHHH the overwhelming feeling of joy. for those who don't know the cure trilogy is them playing pornography, disintergration and bloodflowers, the entire album, in one night in berlin. they did the show nov. 2002 and made the whole concert into a dvd .... anyways of course i watched the lovely thing right away. i didn't watch the entire thing only because my senses were on over drive and i needed to calm down a bit. first i watched the disintergration set ... tears were welling up in my eye and i had goosebumps all over. next for me was the pornography set ... how do i even describe robert's wonderful facial expressions, simon and his awesome bass guitar playing, roger and jason on keyboard and drums and of course my lovely perry on his guitar. he is so cute :)

THE CURE FOREVER AND EVER

in my dvd player: THE CURE TRILOGY !!!!!!!!

Hello House.
I had a pretty cool weekend that started off pretty crappy, the reason, I went back to UCR. Good grief was it hot and disgusting out there, and the smog covered the mountain so you couldn't even see the big yello C. I decided to go to pick up my diploma. NKOTB motivated me by getting his a while ago, after only 1 year, whereas i waited 2 years. Everything looked green and weird. the school is still a commuter school since i went at like 2 in the afternoon, and the school seemed like it was desserted. Anyway got my diploma and headed to S.D to visit mac. Thanks for the lodging mac, good times were had. Watched the matrix, (well most of it, fell asleep at one part, i'm sure drinking half a pitcher of beer had nothing to do with that) padre game and 25th hour. the padre game was one of the better baseball games i'd seen, plus the pad squad upgraded our seats to field level. San Diego was cool, good food, good people, fun times, and mac where is ty and the other one?