i'm really gald you are feeling better hedwig ... :) i don't think it was your blog alone that was depressing and please don't feel like you can't ramble here ... because you can ... i just thought the entire house was starting to feel a bit sad in general.

as for your shady friends/couple, yup they sound as bad as my one friend. the funny thing is she didn't use to be like this so i guess a part of me thinks the old her will come back.