currently listening to: millencolin - black eye

so i'm sitting here at the office right now, being bored. i have work to do, but don't feel like doing it right now, so i'll let it pile up some, then be pissed later that i have work to do. anyways i have random thoughts going on through my head, and thought i'd spill some of it out.

yesterday i met up with one an old church buddy that i have known since we were in the 3rd grade. he came to san diego from atlanta for a conference. i haven't seen him since a couple years back, but we caught up for some dinner and spirits. the point is, that ever since i've known him, he's evolved/changed. we are the same age, but he looks like he's about 4 years older than i, and has gotten his priorities straight. he dresses in slacks, nice shoes, izod's, the whole nine. then i look at other people i know, and everyone is still stuck in the same motif as however long i've known them, sure they've gotten jobs, have grown older, etc. thing is they still look the same and act the same, in my opinion. i'm not saying this is everyone, but a vast majority seems that way, and i'm sure i haven't changed either. i don't know why this is, maybe it is because i see them more often, but still, i would expect at least some changes. to me it is weird. my goal right now is to just finish up my little tenure here in san diego, and get back into grad school. after that there is a question mark, all i know is that i want to be running my own things, and not working for someone. whatever happened to the "what do you want to be when you grow up?" i sure as hell didn't want to be an accountant. weak. i feel like i'm in office space. and michael bolton is a no talent ass clown.

out with: no use for a name - redemption song