looking for a new job sucks so hard. (sigh) i decided today would be start of me actively looking for a new job. i might as well considering there is no growth or wage increase at my current one. the only thing is .... looking for a new job brings back all the bad memories I had about looking for a job. (shiver) so sad ... so very very sad. all the rejection and waiting and applying and more rejection. i can honestly say i'm not sure i'm ready for all of that again.

blasting on the stereo: nothing