yeah i think girls have it harder for the reasons just mentioned, plus the whole biological clock thing...career...having babies--when does one have time? esp for doctors who have a good 8 years of their life planned out...and lately i've been thinking, when the hell am i supposed to reproduce? they say that having a baby after 30 there is an increased chance of birth defects. i'll get out of med school at 28.....residency/internship another 4 years.....WHEN DAMMIT?? add to that periods, cramps, the whole estrogen roller coaster.....sigh hehe. *steps off soap box*

so i had to blog about this. some dude killed himself about a block away from my apt..it was actually half a block away in the next building. he hung himself from the roof...but the horrifying part is...due to the force of gravity or perhaps the sharpness of whatever he hung himself with, or both...he was decapitated------RIGHT DOWN THE STREET! And my boss told me that apparently he screamed when he jumped and then asked me if i had heard it......good thing i've been desensitized to loud noises coming from the alley.....how freaky is that?!

and with that last note i say......13 more days until i go back to sunny CA.