AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TELL ME THIS IS NOT HAPPENING ......... PLEASE!!!!!!

so pigern gets to see the Cure at Hyde Park July 27 ....... and ME - the one who is a DIE HARD CURE FAN who loves them ever so much - is not going to. i'm extremely happy pigern gets to see them but at the same time so very very jealous, i almost want to cry, you think i'm kidding but i'm not. something is very wrong with this situation. (sigh) alas nothing ever goes right for me. i guess it makes sense why i'm so miserable all the time then huh.

some other dishearten facts: 1. i have to work July 5 while practically the whole world has it off 2. i have to get up early every day this entire weekend for various reasons so no sleeping in and 3. traffic is very very very evil (double sigh, head down, dragging my feet away so i can continue to live my bleak and ultra dull life)